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i dun need a man ?! apa la bodoh punya lagu ….. its a lie …. pussy cat dolls doesn’t need a man ?! imposibble … they r very reliable on man i guess …. look at them …. but anyway , i did’nt say that i dun like the group but only bcause of that song , jadi kontroversi la pulak ….

hey girls out there …

dun be a fool to a guy around u …

if they hurt u , keep smilling although ur heart is broken ….

if they mock /menghina u , keep thinking of something that can make ur self better than before ….

if they say that u r fretfull /cerewet/bawel , faultfinding , etc , keep cool coz that do not harm any humankind …. only man kind … hwehwehwehwehwehwe .. they just being jealous that we can speak our mind more than they do ….

if they said that u r weak , keep strong to achieve ur dream …… coz not only man are working or earning money nowadays …. huh! ada lelaki yg pake duit / wang perempuan …. dunia sudah terbalik

if HE said that YOU can’t find any better man than HIM .. listen to BEYONCE new song

‘IRREPLACEABLE’

To the left
To the left

To the left
To the left

Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch)

And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I’ll have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I’ll be nothing? nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby i won’t shed a tear for you (I won’t shed a tear for you)
I won’t lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is so easy

To the left to the left
To the left to the left

Mmmmm
To the left to the left
Everything you own in the box to left

To the left to the left
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking
You’re irreplaceable

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’ (baby! hey yea)

You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You can pack all your bags we’re finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable

* boys out there , i wrote this not to discrimintae u guys … girl stil need a boy and dun ever forget that A BOY ALSO NEED A GIRL … so stop hurting girls … if u love her just go for her dun look at ur past or ur present … just focus on ur girlfriend ….. BE FOCUS ON WHAT U HAVE NOW !

count her goodness but not her mistakes … everybody does a mistake at least ….. dun be blind @ distracted by other girl that just trying to seduce u although they know that u been taken by ur gf first ….

IF NOT A HEARTBROKEN GIRL WILL RETURN TO BE A STRONGER @ DEVIL @ BITCH GIRL THAT U NEVER CAN IMAGINE …. HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE ….

hayoooo … jangan takut laaaa … ini cuma sharing saja ….. come’on boys and girls … give ur comment on this …

I was angry with God because He give and take …. He gave me hope in my resit exam but then He took it back … why ?! and i questioned Him …. why did u take it back ? r u trying to play with me ?! i still dun know the reason …

but what i believe , i know there are hope for us in many kind of ways ….. He has shown a lot of hope before but i never relieased it until He took back the recent hope ….bak kata org , kita akan hargai apa yang kita telah hilang dari kita ….. means there are hope for us my friend

” Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the holy spirit who has given to us ” - roman 5:5

i praise God , after He took away tat hope … i slowly cling @ cliq back with my friend around me because i got nothing to do compare to my previous semester …. i always in the room , reading @ online @ rest after class … but this smester break  i can laugh like crazy and share my laughther with others . Do u know that is the best moment of our life when we can laugh together without any reason … what a wonderful life …..

i know im not a good friend but i will try to make they smile and bless them with what i have because i’ve been blessed by them …. now i understand the term of ‘friendship forever’ …. it doesnt matter where we are , with who we spend our time …….. but it matters with who we spend with when we are not here at earth … we still meet each other although we are far from our friend because we have salvation and meet up in heaven …. c ya in heaven .. hehehehehehehehhehe

hehehehehe .. lama dah sik / tidak / ga main hujan … paling terakhir zaman sekolah rendah … until i forget how was the feeling playing under the rain … but today , on the way to hui sing food centre , jenie , nila and me basah kuyup gara2 hujan tiba2 luluh … terpaksa berlari balik ke college … hehehehehehe … cute rasa aku masaa yaa … bukan nya terus masuk ke hostel tp berhenti kejap kat stall burger beli burger … di bawah hujan laa kamekorg makan burger …. sepak2 air yang bertakung …. waaaaaaaah , best nyeee ….terkenang zaman kanak2 ….. rasa macam hillary duff pun ada kan hillary duff pun video klip main hujan juak … qeqeqeqeqeqeqeqqe

haiz …. hayooo …

touch me , see me and punch me then u will say that im real ?!

do u need to see that reality in me to love me ?

that means , love has to be with condition / cinta yang perlu ada syarat …

what is that love with condition ?!

i thought that we can love with ‘ultimate freedom’ as how my friend unie said ..

i do make up and hairs but i can’t perform miracles …

because miracle is within us since we were born ..

when u can smile every nite to remember ur love , that called miracle ..

is that wrong ? do we still need to see that miracle then we believe ?

come on … now is 21th century …. everything is reality although u can’t see it , touch it or taste it … im real!!!

ya .. one of my friend saying that im insane because i still stand firm for the thing that so unclear @ so unstable …. so what ?! im not doing bad thing .. i only believe that it will happen 1 day …

sometime its a credit having ‘ strong ‘ title in  u but actually its not strong , its stubbornness …. am i rite ?!

hehehehehehehe … dun ever let ur love flee away from u then u realise that u have lost something very precious in ur life … i know it sound so lame but its true … its real !

jangan bermain dgn api kalau tidak bersedia …. kalau api sudah semakin kuat … boleh membakar diri sendiri …. api takkan berhenti kecuali kita sendiri yang mengawalnya dan memadamkan nya …. jangan la mengapikan seseorang .. especially a girl like me !

im not ‘thing’ that u can half-hearted owned it … once u got me please dun ‘burn’ me … im too imune to except it but deep inside me im ‘burning’ and ‘melting’ …

’silence killer’ … wuuuuu , very scary ….. but we never know that we are the ’silence killer’ ….. its ur heart is ur silence killer …

beginning of the year was a great disaster happened to me …. i failed in 2 situation .. my studies and my personal life …. the rainy day here in kuching seemed influenced by my feeling … very sad … extremely sad … sampai habis air mata nangis … haiz….everything looks unclear ahead …. everything that i have planned was not on track … berkecai pecah harapan … semua berubah … sampaikan aku sendiri tidak dapat tahu apa yang ada di hadapan ….

but today …. i was so surprise when college mentioned to me that my exam was actually wrongly checked … its not failed F but at least i got E entitled to resit … sooooo … in God’s name i will pass this 2 exam and proceed to my degree level …

today also my personal life ….. i try to be strong … try to be matured to deal with it ….. try to rise again from the weird decision made by someone that i’ve loved before …. its hard to accept but i can’t do anything …. jus continue to be by his side …. we’ve promised to support each other …. i’ll do the best for him …. anyway , thanks my kura-kura … hehehehehehehe …

when i think back …. God really hear our prayer and never forsaken us in misery … we just need to be patient …. love my God …

smile and joyful to the year of 2007