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hayoooo …. its been tiring day …. i went out for ’site visit ‘ for ICF’s commitee planning ….. 2 places in the morning  …..

then i have to go back to Inti college at 2pm to collect the debate inter-school competition ’s form with marion and sheela … only one school responded ….

then i lepak2 around with my friend for a while in Inti college lobby ….. i laughed out my heart … my friends are just crazy … i love to hang out with them … ‘i rove ‘ …. khakhakhakhakha …. memang macam alien la otak kitakorang … ada2 ja

around 4.30pm i went to kota samarahan with ray , valentyne and … errmmm … lupa ku nama nya student unimas tuh … hehehehehehehe …. we went to check S.I.B SHALOM’s church for our retreat ……. after that , we sight seeing around unimas …. wow , nice place tho …… i wish inti college is just like unimas , big compound with a lot of facilities ….. but anyway , i still prefer inti college compare to unimas ……

at last im in the room now ………….

above all , im enjoying myself to keep busy …. tired tired… i need massage … urut … tolong urut … khakhakhakhakhaka …

wanna know wer is my happines come from ?! JESUS ….. those who never try JESUS , i recommend u …….. mesti happy hidup

but in the bible somewhere in the book of mark (maaf laa , udah lupa) … hehehehehe … it says that we the christian will bring ‘the cross’ of the Christ ….. yup ….. it is … being a christian is not easy ….. ups and down of life …… u were betrayed by your own friend , been hurt by ur partner , your commitee in the christian group never support you , your parent stop your pocket money when u alway go to church , no good respond from people , people started to hate you when u refused to join them for hang-out because u want to join christian fellowship every tuesday …..etc ……

u will face this @ maybe worst than these …. when the time u are alone in this world , never forget that Jesus is  with you …. u never realise because He is uplifting /gendung you when u feel down  ….

keep smilling with our heart my friend , the world will smile back to us ……

fanatic fanatic …. i watched ‘anugerah berita harian tv3′ / grammy award for malaysian artiste …. mawi and fasha sandha was in the list among the popular artiste in malaysia …. adakah patut?! ridiculous !! i know la si mawi tuh org yang ‘lelaki baik’ tapi hakikat nya dia dapat popularity daripada dasar kasihan org2 malaysia … bukan dasar bakat ….. cukup la klo vote wkt akademi fantasia tapi jangan la meruntuhkan dunia seni kita malaysia dgn vote lagi utk jadikan dia artis paling popular ….. buta semua nya ….. sedar la cikit ….. klo lagu mawi di bawa ke peringkat antarabangsa , tidak laku mak oiii ….. kasian mawi , gara2 peminat yg bodoh terkena tomahan org2 lain ….. anyway , i had fun wkt aku teriak2 dan sorak2 nonton ‘anugerah berita harian ‘ ma marion dan melina …. hilang segala strez …… kalau warden terdgr teriak kami di bilik pasti di fikir terkan histeria … huahuahuahauhauhauhauhauhau ….

bangun la wahai org2 malaysia …. haiz ….

negative thought ….. 6th sense … stupid2 idea ….. i put aside …. i try hard to put it aside ….

o Lord please help me to deal with this …. i dun want to be hypocrite …. i want to have smile that no one could discover the sources ….. i dun want to run away from it …. i want to face it …. but im weak ….. weak really weak to face it … make me strong ….. as how u made marion strong in facing her problems ….. as how u made nila become so slumber whenever problem hitting her …i want to be like them …. please ….. mold me as the strong girl …….

lips of an angel …… everyone has lip of an angel till sometime everyone trapped from his / her own word or people’ word ……