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we were laughing like crazy when we met for our bible study last nite …. ray are just easy to bully !

Then i was shoot exactly in the middle of my beating heart … my heart melted ….. and i said ‘ wooowww , soo sweet ‘ … the feeling is just like when u hear someone telling u that he love u …..

im not talking about normal love … but Jesus love ….

read john chapter 8 (yohanes ……………………..

a woman was dragged to meet Jesus by teacher’s law n pharisees while Jesus was teaching …not only to punish the women but to condemned   Jesus as well …… they were trying to test Jesus about Moses law about adultery …. but they were stupid ! they only brought the woman but not the man …. means that they trapped the woman  …… the woman might love the man that she was *&^%$##@! with …. we human always trap in our ‘love’ battle …

thats not the point ……

crowd was whispering , mocking and angry when they looked at the woman that was caught while still naked (might be) …. they were disgusted and annoyed looking at the woman because they know that she committed adultery…….. but then Jesus got their attention when he bent  on the ground n scribbled something on the ground … twice … he did that twice …..

do u know y he was doing that ?! he was trying to get His people look at Him not at the woman and her sin ….

Jesus do that us as well now , He wants other people accept us as who we are because of Him ….forgiveness ….. check urself before judging others …… He bring our sins on the cross so that people won’t judge us badly and won’t mock us when we are sin …….. that is sooooo sweet to me …..

im in love with Jesus love …. thanks because U have ‘found’ me … amen!

*im sorry my friend if my english is not that good or what im trying to type is not up to the point …. just pray before u read that story in the bible and u’ll understand the feeling that i felt when i heard it that last nite

HAIZ …. SCARED ME LA .. M.B.A …ITS HAPPEN AROUND ME … MY FRIEND , MY RELATIVE …… I ASKS GOD’S MERCY NOT PUTTING ME INTO THAT SITUATION …
IM GOIN BACK TO KAMPUNG TOMORROW (14MARCH) MY COUSIN WEDDING …. IM EXCITED TO CELEBRATE IT BUT I GUESS MY RELATIVES AT KAMPUNG NW ARE VERY TENSION BECAUSE OF MY COUSION M.B.A ……. PEOPLE LIKES TO TALK N GOSSIP BOUT IT …. I FEEL SORRY FOR MY COUSIN BUT I UNDERSTAND THE REASON SHE IS DOING THIS M.B.A ……REVENGE ON HER MOTHER ……JUT GUESSING THO …

* ONLY LEFT ME N LYDIA (MY COUSIN) ARE STILL SINGLE …. HEHEHEHEHEHE … ANYONE INTERESTED ?! …….
HUHUHUHHUHU ….. MISSING SOMEONE WHENEVER I CAME ACROSS BOUT MARRIAGE …. U KNOW LA , GIRLS!

i’ve carried away with the wind ,
till i freaked out with the hints ,

i open up my heart ,
a friend reminds me of a part ,
that i’ve neglected before ,
my sweet rugged diarie ,

i wipe the dust n read tru my diarie,
full of memories ,
the sadness and happiness ,
that i’ve spend with my dearest ,

goodness , that diarie was started 3 years ago ,
and i almost let it go ,
im promising new commitment ,
to lit up the sweet moment ,

o God give me chances ,
to be with my dearest….

(thanks to ray for his advice …. )

Big challenge for us iccf next Tuesday (13march) …. pray for the person that we hate the most …. khakhakhkahkahkhaa … im sorry guys brought this matter in the prayer point but thats2 the truth ….. we need to forgive and pray the people that we hate sooo much ……. take this challenge to be better and closer to Him .

i am so pissed-off with certain people around me and i managed to ignore that person so that it wouldn’t bring any anger to me . anyway,it is the best way to give spaces to that person to go on with his own life . he likes being popular at college and expect people like me that doesn’t give a damn with ‘title’, treat him as how other people treated him . huuuu … sorry im not that type of girl ya .i will accept and treat him as who he is the actual 1 not the person that soooo ‘popular’ … im not saying that i want him to stop being popular at college then i will come back and make friend with him again but i just want him realize that ‘I AM NOT THE SAME GIRL THAT HE MET AROUND THE COLLEGE’ …

i’ve done my best to be ur friend dude but u keep doin the same mistake , i can’t do anything except back-off from ur life .. enjoy ur life

if u were dreaming of someone continuously within 2-3 week,
what does it mean?

• u miss that person ?
• something is happening ?
• that person always thinking of u ?

i really don’t know laaa …. any suggestion ?… 

Does deja vu happen ? the dream that u’ve dreamed  would become true , really ?
i hope soo …. coz i really wants it happen ….how i wish …. hehehehehehe (i know God is listening to my wish now *wink-wink* )