Archive for October, 2007

THE CRASHING WAVe

Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007

© By Leanne M. Spencer

SHE WALKS DOWN AN ENDLESS PATH
BEFORE THE DAWN HAS KISSED THE DAY
TO THE WATERS’ EDGE SHE MOVES IN HASTE
KNOWING SHE’LL NEVER FIND HER WAY
HIS CRIES OF LOVE SHE HEARS IN VAIN
CRASHING UPON EACH EMERALD WAVE
WITH EVERY STEP HER HEART BEATS FASTER
KNOWING IT’S HER SOUL SHE GAVE
TO THE ENDLESS PATH, THE CRASHING WAVE, AND THE LOVER’S LIFE SHE COULD NOT SAVE

what d ****

Monday, October 1st, 2007

Im not in d mood rite now …. online outside student lounge and ‘donating’ m blood to the hungr and crazy mosquito……. why am i still siting here ? i need to talk to someone but seems like noone interesting to talk with …….

i miss someone …..

i’ve kept and preserved my heart for someone ….. but now has to throw it away ……. o God ….. i can’t believe that im facing it now ….

having someone new is hard for me to blend myself ….. im just like a small kid that has found d meaning of ‘feeling’ …..trying to build , firm , feel , trust , love and hold it ……. im scared of mistakes , negative thinking and anger … im just scared ……. scared to get hurt …… scared of everything ………..