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To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless–it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable -c.s lewis

i manage to be cool and relax only for 2 month…with the help of someone that is special in my life…not bf not even friend but someone special…

im wondering what is actually playing in my mind …

i keep hurting people that love me with my stupidity…i said that i trust God and look future in fact im still holding my past life…

everytime my past life occur like a theft in my mind , i started to act weird and act juliet ….. craaaazy !!!!

when am i going to change this attitude …i dun want to hurt anyone nemore because i might lose them….i dun 1 2 lose anyone too…